Friday, November 28, 2008


The Tickets :

*WARNING : There might be spoilers of some movie so beware if you are reading it and not want me to spoil it for you :) *

OH MY EDWARD, it was just awesome, My expectations were way better but hey nothing is perfect! Atleast there is a movie :) It was pretty good, i like the way everyone reacted. When the Movie started everyone was like "SHHHHHHHH" Besides that, When the Cullens were walking into the cafeteria everyone was like "AHH OMG!" But then when EDWARD came in everyone was "OMG HIS SO HOT!!" it was awesome. A friend of mind who set bellow next to my guy friend was literally screaming! LOL. Anyways, i hate malaysia for cutting the MOST interesting and intense part of the movie which is the "kissing scene" i was like waiting for the to kiss! It was like the slowest kiss ever but they freaking cut the scene! PFFT! It was so fustrating! I want the DVD so badly. Actually i want to watch the movie again. HEHEHE.
Oh yeah, My favourite scene was the ending the kissing scene it was so romantic!
anyways i 'll just stop here on twilight becase i might spoil it for anyone whom has not watched it yet.

So anyways, SAM was bored out of his wits at the movie, he poured the whole popcorn on himself seriously something wrong with him.. even most of the guys liked the movie!

Before the movie me,my mom,my friend,my sis,grandma,grandaunt went to jusco for this jcard sale. It was so pack that i was suffocating and i got restless. Anyways, i bought myself a new jeans and a hoodie jacket :) Oh and i bought hair curlers too! hehehe.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Emotional Day.

Today was a very distraught day. The burial Day for my grandfather.
Last night, i slept at 3 am, my 3 cousins were here too and so was my grandaunt's and aunty's. My 3 cousin's and i stayed up. One of my cousin's was the earliest to sleep on the couch. At about 3 am my other cousin and i fell asleep. While my cousin brother stay up untill 6am to take care of the coffin'. My 2 cousin's left at 6 something in the morning while me and my other cousin slept through untill 6 something i woke up untill 7 we both when upstairs to sleep on our cosy bed. At about 8 something we were awaken by my grandaunt as we need to get ready for the burial day. We had to wear black, as this is my first christian funeral, im actually a budhist but my grandfather is a christian so yeah. We had to wear black. I think about 10 something everyone started to arrive and the memorial service started . It was conducted by my uncle who is a pastor. I didn't join them ,i was sitting with my cousin on the other end. Then it was the last time to pay our final FINAL respects . Everyone lineup and await for their turn. My family was the last because my father said so. It was very emotinal. When we bow 3 times together and went to look at him for the last time. All of us cried it was so sad. I took my final look and walk away. My maid too cried hard. *sighs* They carried the coffin into the van and we wait turning our back towards it as it is known as bad luck to look at it. When all was settle we got into the car well me and my cousin's. The other relatives walked behind the van for a short distance before turning back to their car to follow the van out to the cemetry. I watch my grandmother in tears and it was sad looking at her like this it made me want to cry. So after everyone went back to the car my uncle the first son drive behind the van followed by my dad's car and so on. It was i think about 1 hour drive to the place as it was in nilai. The place looked very peaceful and very clean. Looks like a hotel for the dead. *gulp* . We had a short singing ceremony and speech then it was time to put the coffin down. We turn our backs once again untill it was down. We each received a flower to throw it in to the grave. Once again, my family was one of the last to throw it in. All in all it was quite an experience. Finally everything was done and we went for Lunch at one of the restaurants, the food was luscious. We went home after washing ourselves with the water with flower inside ( don't know what to call it) . That's about it .

Sunday, November 23, 2008

r.i.p grandfather (kong kong)

My friend and Me
The Thing that i made for my grandad's display thingy.
i'll try get pictures so you can see what the funeral did look like.

What a day. Yesterday, i went to one of my skating friend's house for a sleepover it was overall not so bad. After christmas practice which was a mess i followed her home to leave our stuff there. At about 10 am we left for mines wonderland to attend a 'chinese book fair' which was very boring since i have no idea how to read. We went there is also because her little sister went for this computer competition. I end up going back with nothing but my sister and my friend bought a few books. (that reminds me my sister owe's me RM 5 ) . We went home about 3pm and refresh ourselves with a nice shower. At night, we watched tv in her little cinema room which was awesome, it really looked like a cinema with the projector and curtains. We watched about 4 movie's. My sister eventually slept at 12 am, while me and my friend were watching movie - come to think about it i was on my lappy =) . At about 12 something i received news from my dad that my grandfather had passed away and i didn't know what to feel eventhough he live's in my house but i was never really close to him so yeah but i think it was best for him after suffering for a long life. 'So, god bless him and may he rest in peace.'

So i slept at about 2 am? and soon later my friend too fell asleep. I woke up at the sound of the tv blaring so i hit the button play so it wouldn't repeat the whole same thing again and went back to sleep. At 8 am i was awaken by my phone alarm and i didn't went back to sleep. We eventually left at 12 pm to pyramid to visit my dad's shop for a moment, there NH teached me how to use photoshop, finally i understand how to use it but im still on the blur side.. So anyway when i went home i saw the coffin and i freaked out so i went to change and went to see, i did overcome the fear and it wasn't that bad anymore. At about 8pm people started to arrive to show wish their deepest condolences. It's kind of like a party too and a funeral. People liked my cucpakes that i just made and im happy to hear that!


Thursday, November 20, 2008


No work today. So i did not do much, really. I was just chilling in my room practically on the laptop for the whole day. I started reading twilight again for the second time and i forgot how addicting it was. Even reading it for the second time i was still eager to read it. Oh yeah i for all the words that i did not understand i took the effort to look it up on the dictionary. I did not doodle much on my black book today but i did take some pictures which i have posted above.
Twilight next thursday and i am so excited ! *drools over edward cullen* Oh yeah, my mother bought me some new clothes too nothing really to show. This Saturday i will be have skating class at 7 AM ! I know so early, pfft. That's because there's going to be a hockey game at night.
Well i have work tomorrow so if i so happen encounter anything interesting i'll write. Will keep you posted, Averriderci .


From USA/ Cupcakes from England.
From Hungary
From Canada received today (19.11.08)

Here are the postcards i was suppose to post ages ago but i was too lazy to scan it in but today i finally scan it in woo hoo! Hope you enjoy seeing this. xx-

Tuesday, November 18, 2008


Today i woke up, lying on my bed hearing my sister's foot steps tapping around. I woke up approximately at 7.59 but opening my eye lids and closing it back once more till it was 8 o'clock when the alarm from my phone rang and the song 'love story by taylor swift' was played. At the very moment it wasn't my favourite song because it was hurting my ears as it rang louder and i finally turn it off and got up from bed.
This morning was the same as the last and the last and the last.. Moving on,
After having my shower i packed my bag for my skating class at 9.15. For breakfast i had pancakes it was just okay' not as nice in my opinion. I spread it with butter and honey, it actually tasted like sand? i suppose she did not cook long enough or stir enough. Anyways, we were late so we had to rush a little. The traffic was not too good but we got there in time *Phew*. When we got there sergay ( my coach) was already inside the rink waiting. So we had to hurry when we tie our shoelaces. My sister finish tying her shoes first and at the time i only finish tying up one. Class was slow today i did not have the mood , i don't know what's wrong with me, i use to love to skate but now i feel so 'lazy' . But i do not want to give it up after learning for 6 whole years. I don't want to waste my father's money his hard earn money. I still like it in some ways. Hopefully i can land my axel soon. If you don't know what's an axel it's a jump where you spin on the air and you must have 1 and a half rotation. Not very easy when i don't have the power but i got the tecnique right. *sighs* After class i stayed at my father's shop because he had an apointment today is my sister's duty to work and tomorrow is mine, very much looking forward to it . . . Not.' I suppose it keeps me occupid but im like wasting my time there, the good thing is i earn money. Need to buy all those christmas presents for my friends esspeicially for michelle but that girl just won't tell me what she wants. *pfft* When my father was done with his appointment and such we went to the computer area because i wanted to see some laptops but as usual my father ask me not to buy because in 2 years time i'm going to college and most likely i will have to get a new one . Lucky for my sister she got a new one. *sighs*. I really want one. Anyhow, my father say he will get mine repaired untill i'm in college then i will get one, hopefully it's a macbook.
Going back in time..
Last sunday, i tried the contact lense but i just couldn't put it into my eye, it's fustrating when i got in my eye kept flickering so now my hopes for getting a contact lense is gone probally next time i'll try again. That leaves with the laptop which my dad says that in 2 years time only buy a new one. So now i want an ipod. Honeslty, i have no idea what i want anymore.
I wish i get heap of storybooks this christmas.
The future now,
So after having a look at the laptops we head back , i don't know why but everytime when any of my family members talk to me i get pissed, i listen to my father talk for awhile after he was done i put on my ear plugs listening to crushcrushcrush by paramore. After that, i didn't do much i was watching some tv and then i fell asleep. I woke up for dinner and that's about it.

Cher Minn

Monday, November 17, 2008


I was just letting go my hurt feelings.
i feel stupid writing that down.
Anyways, blah blah blah blah..
Here's a video that i think it's totally AWESOME =P

THIS IS SO EXCITED ! 11 more days to go !! AHHHHH !
i'm so so so so excitedd !!!


Sunday, November 16, 2008

fucked up.

I hope you read this.
Today, you asked me to work i work.
Now you freaking want to go and buy cupcakes incredients which is EGGS
You want me to go just to BUY A FREAKING EGG!
I work today and im tired. everything i do is not enough?
everytime SHE get's praise and i get the garbage.
yeah i know she's smarter and whatever shit you think she is way better then i am.
it really hurts me . you have no idea what im going through.
you think i don't think of the family.. the truth is i do..
everytime when you all say im no good and this and that, i forgive you.. eventually
in the end i just let it go.. everytime when you criticize me , it hurts and i just blink my tears away. i don't know what the hell you want for me. SHE always get the easy way out and i get the
hard way.. IF YOU DON"T BELIEVE ME , ask my friends they even notice that you YOU!
spoil that freaking girl.. (not exactly u , u know who). or i can give you some of the example .
everytime when i ask for something she Fckingly complains and complains and complains.
Can't she just shut her stupid mouth and let me LIVE in PEACE! Everytime she ask for something i hardly complain.
i don't feel happy living in this house or even being with you guys.. because everytime i'm the one who get's yelled at. IM FED UP!
probally im just happy being with my friends. i don't know.. i don't know anymore..
every i go it's so depressing..
all i know is reading helps me to calm and takes my mind off things..
it takes me away from this world and to my own fantasy land.

Sunday, November 9, 2008


I have today working life is not easy.
It's actually very boring actually it is quite easy but it's boring !
Today, i was working at my dad's proshop and it was okay i guess i get to be the cashier . Fun?
LoL. Oh, me mum took me to jusco to buy my mixer! wooo can't wait to bake my cupcakes again. Maybe i should i try to bake a cake. Must ask ML for some easy recipe's.
Well i didn't do much today i was working for like the whole day oh yeah i had sushi today that's about it. xx-

Saturday, November 8, 2008


Today was a terrible day well atleast in the morning.
My life is going downhill i tell you.. Sucks for me..
You know sometimes i despise my dad but sometimes i pity him alot going through this hell.
The world is actually between hell and heaven . When you are in the worse situation you are in hell and when you are in the best situation you are in heaven. This world can really surprise us humans and animal. hahaha ! I'm doing my best to help him i guess but not my very best so i need to work harder and better to get back my normal life.
I can see this holiday is going to be a boring one again. No traveling =( . Just hoping when we got enough money to get away from this troubles and explore the world.
So enough of this crap.

Christmas is coming..
My wish list will be posted soon! SO remember to get me something.. hahah
kidding.. but if you want i don't mind =P
well i better head of to bed now
i have work tomorrow *sighs* - CMxx

Friday, November 7, 2008


I was just watching this movie and it's so romantic!
If you like romance watch this movie.
It's so so so awesome =)
"Imagine if your love life is like this " -sighs-

Postcard 2

This is the second postcard i received today from Japan.
The stamps were pretty i was too lazy to scan the other side of the postcard. Hehe =)

Today, school was boring as usual but time past so fast . It is the last day of school.
ML came to my house today and we baked cupcakes it was pretty good actually better then the last one i made =) . But no icing this time because we had not enough ingredients .
I also finish reading this book called "Killer Cruise" it was a romance thriller book and wow it was so exciting and scary, i've never really like this kind of books and i didn't know this was one of them. It's is about this rich girl she's not bitchy but the opposite. So she has a half sister who is actually insane but she acted to be a lovely sister but actually turn out a phsycho. She plan on how to kill her and all and the logan the guy whom fell in love with the popular girl was trap because the girl popular one thought it was him but it was a set up. So yeah.
I'm going to read another book RL borrowed me you can go visit her blog to have a look at the book, i'll post the picture after i read it. =)

Thursday, November 6, 2008


This is she.
Saying that tomorrow will be the last day for 'lower high school'
She can't believe how time past so fast! *weeps*
She is going to be 16 next year *gasp*
Holiday starts tomorrow , which she is not looking forward too.

Okay- 'stop right there'
I'm me again =)
Tomorrow, ML is coming to my house 'woo' i have no idea what are we going to do.
Maybe i'll ask YK to come too wait, if i ask her she doesn't have any clothes to wear later?
oh well.. Next time i guess?

-i am ready to fly- amy pearson


My first postcard from finland =) .
Next time i'll show you what the person wrote.





Wednesday, November 5, 2008


On this very day, i went to pyramid to work at my dad's shop and it was boring as usual. H was there the worker , she's nice ,smart and sweet and a good friend she has become to me. =) there's this other girl too (no idea what's her name) she's the same age as me but she says she wants to quit school so i decided to just ignore her , She's creepy in my opinion eventhough she doesn't look like one. She's also been clubbing (that's what H told me) H also say she's weird which is the FACT. Half of the time she goes to the toilet ,talks to her friends who are off her age like in their 20's or 30's? i have no idea who knows people like her should not EXPERIENCE this yet. So people please do not follow her act it's B.A.D . Get it? Got it? Good. Hahaha.
So, continue.. yada..yada.. oh yeah i forgot to mention that before we went to the pro shop me and my dad went to KL to solve some things like we went to the Korea embassy the place was beautiful then we went to pekkeso? and then MATRADE and the lift was just AWESOME. hahahah! At 6 something we left the proshop and then headed home. Now i'm at home :)
hahahha well DUH. =PP
So twilight is coming soon! woopeee*

will blog more later, CIAO-

Monday, November 3, 2008


Got Some New Clothes. =)
Pictures with my sister.



Sunday, November 2, 2008



i've been not blogging for a couple of days now but i guess i must continue writing and keep it a habit. Right now, i'm sick and it's just awful.
first, i had sorethroat
Second, i had fever
Third, (now) i have cough and flu.
What a perfect timing..Not. I can't wait to recover . But alteast the fever and sorethroat are gone that's the worse part when we get sick.
So, Moving on, Today morning my family and i had breakfast at a restaurant and we had bak kut teh for those who does not live in malaysia will not know what is it but for those who live in malaysia will know it. So i explain to my fellow oversea's friends. It's actually pork soup kinda like that with rice doesn't sound good the way i explain it because i don't know how too. (LOL) But it's actually delicious, seriously. If you ever do come here do try it out if not it's just a waste.
After breakfast me and my mom sent my dad and sister to the mall then we headed home. At home, i was watching the movie called the journey to the centre of the earth it was actually pretty good/okay.
At about 3PM my mom had a meeting at the clubhouse so i followed her as my skating buddies were there too. We deeped our leg into the pool it was fun . Then people start coming in so we decided to re-arange our hangout location . We went to the library since i borrow my friend my TWILIGHT book (precious) okay i know i'm overeacting over a book but i always treasure my books like my gold. It was cold inside since the air-condition was on. Later on, we had some sandwiches and when the meeting was done we headed home. After that nothing much happend. I'm just sitting here typing it all out oh yeah i was watching gossip girl before this. ^^ oh, i join this new club check it out
everyone is welcome i think ^^
will post pictures asap.
Cher Minn

Saturday, November 1, 2008