YOU

seriously you are COMPLICATED.
i don't know what to make of you.
You think you're all high and mighty?
with your perfect grades and everything.
i especially don't get your mood swings.

i thought you were my friend.
and friends do not treat each other like that.


two face bitch.




This blog could be for anyone, it might not and it might be you.
who knows. -

a best friend.

A best friend shares every secret with you,
Lends you a shoulder when you need it,
comforts you when you're sad or depress,
motivates you when you feel demotivated,
helps you in anyway he/she can,
most importantly an everlasting friendship.

Lost.

Once again i abandoned my blog, it's not that i want to but i just don't have the mood to write my story which is filled with complains.
"in life we can't get everything we want, without trying."

Sometimes i wonder who my real friends are. Do they understand me?
do i understand me? i asked myself.
Sometimes i feel so miserable and i don't know who i should talk to.
Can he/she comfort me?
I feel so alone, and wonder when will i get someone who i can trust most.
Someone who's a truly good friend and listens to my bad and good times.
Times when i need you most, you would be there to talk to me.

i'm wondering what you people see in me.
it's so hard sometimes that i feel like starting over.
Maybe soon, i will.
hopefully.

with love,
M.

Second Post ; For RACHEL

here's the story of my holiday trip to New Zealand.

(i hope i remember what i did :P)

2nd June 2010,

I had to go to school to take exams even though it was PJK and Sivik. I wasn't feeling excited at the time and Aina kept cursing me to miss my flight. Yes my flight was at night around 9 something?

When i got home i started to feel really excited! MOVING ON! i felt like tearing up when it was time to wave my mom good bye but after i went in i felt much better and back to my excitement mode. It felt very natural flying alone actually well not alone but with my sister, still it's without parents :P We ate a lot during the flight my stomach was like BLOATING madly. 10 hours of flight wasn't easy after not flying for that long for a long time and i think this flight was the longest for me. Not sure how long it took when we went to Australia but for sure it's less than 10 hours because we flew pass Australia.

When i arrived there i thought it was going to be cold but it wasn't that cold. there were sniffer dogs there too yes in the airport itself. They were so CUTE looking. OH! did i mention we had special assistance? so we did not have to cue up at the immigration and stuff. It's nice being young and flying alone :) The people there are like super nice too.

On the way to my aunt's house we can see BEAUTIFUL CLOUDS that looks so fake and unreal but it is :D So PRETTY!

Place we visited were Coromandel Peninsula, Rotorua, Lake taupo, Mount Victoria, Mount Eden.

Love them all! New Zealand is place with lots of beautiful sceneries but other then that there is nothing much to see.

About school, i saw lots of KOREAN's :D They even have a korean supermarket there but im sure we have it here too but i bet it's expensive :P The stuff in NZ at the Korean supermart wasn't that bad it was quite okay. We had Rice cakes too it was NICE (: and the places that we visit (mention above) we saw koreans there too , yes talking in korean of course :)

Megan can actually translate some stuff of what they are saying, that's because most of her best friends are koreans :)

AUCKLAND CITY was amazing, it's like out of a movie. We saw lots of asians.

Supermarket is way better than the malls, malls there are actually BORING!

During my stay, mostly i had to stay home because aunt was sick. So i spent time watching IRIS and HANA KIMI (Japanese version) .

well it's late so i might continue .. some day (:

hope this is enough for you :D ♥

FOR RACHEL

Dear Rachel,

i wrote a really long post.
Suddenly the whole thing got ERASED!
so im not going to write the whole thing again :)
maybe later if i feel like it :)

BLAME THIS STUPID BLOG SYSTEM!
ARGH!

saranghaeyo <3

i want you but you're just so fcking arrogant.

People like you shouldn't get any attention from me.

i FCKING Screwed my exam papers.

No surprise there.

2 and half weeks left before i am OUT of here.

I need a breather.

This place that i live in ,

it's just too depressing.

I want to be young again.

To be innocent and not know anything.

Thank you so much for telling the whole world.

Why are you so hard to please?

I should stop now right?

But i can't.

I suppose it takes time.

But i don't want to let go.

Why am i being so stubborn?

ARGH ! F U C K Y O U!

You have this unique look that i love so much. ♥

It seems that every time i blog it would be like few months later.
So i decided to update this blog since it's already been so LIFELESS.
What's new with my life?
Well there has been some stuff going on lately,
but that's just for me to know (:

Last saturday,
I had the most AMAZINGG ♥ Party ever.
Thank you Mummy and Daddy for making this happen.
Thanks everyone who came even though it was so LAST MINUTE.
ILY so much ♥

They think their some rock stars xD

maine+addie+wheng+minn

My SEXY Bitches ♥

Midterms are like next week.
So i am pretty much SCREWED!

; i turn 17 in 12 days <3

"I admit it. I think of you every second. You're my fave subject to talk about. When I hug you, I wish I could never let go."